I had one!

It was bad beyond all levels of badness.

But I’m still grateful. I’m grateful that I have a roof over my head, that my parents, brothers, sis in law and nephews are healthy and happy, that I get to see beautiful mountains every time I drive to work (and no it’s not what I see when I look down at my chest), that I have friends like E and S who will take me out for coffee and listen to me bitch and whine, and then turn around later the same day and take me out to lunch and listen to me bitch and whine some more! I’m grateful that my animals seem healthy and happy, that I have satellite TV and an internet connection, that I have at least two former bosses who still believe in me, that beer was invented ever, and that it’s almost Friday.

Tomorrow will probably be badness to the 2nd power… badness squared. Because the drama at work isn’t over, it’s ramping up and I’m in the center of it. There’s no winning, no coming out of this OK, no recovering from it. All that’s left is the last final nails in the coffin of my career at my current employer, and I just hope it takes a few more months to hammer that crap in so I can find something else. Oh, I’ll be the first to admit that I’m responsible for a big handful of those nails. I set them up because I didn’t know there was anyone swinging the hammer when I wasn’t looking. Drunkbunny 0, “Christian” Coworker 195+++.

But I have a lot to be grateful for. I can walk, I can see, I can think, I can hear. I can support myself, feed myself, drive. I’m a lucky girl.

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